To all the missing mothers, missing children, alienated & estranged - the Creator is sending out His armies and there are many, many rescues !!! To our missing children, please know that those of us who have been alienated, estranged and kept from you - know we will never stop, we will never give up and know that God has HIS Armies out already and they will rescue YOU on His behalf and bring you home and know that those of us left behind will never , ever do this to you <3 love, from an estranged momma # JUSTICE FOR ABIGAILE AND NATASCHA <3
Saturday, May 9, 2020
Saturday, February 15, 2020
Fundraiser for legal fees and misc. fees to reunite our estranged daughters with me
This was the most recent photo I have received of Natascha - Christmas 2019 ( see explanation below)
This is the most recent photo Christmas 2020 that I have received of Abigaile.
In the beginning and several times through out this ordeal I was sent photos after the girls were abducted and kidnapped with out my consent to take the girls out of the state of Texas - to live in the state of Florida where they had never lived in much less to live without me, their mother. There was no explanation, no description of what was happening, no description of where they were or any other communication. A google album of Abigaile sent via a link and a text message stating Abigailes blog and that " I should read her blog to have something to talk with her about". on our schedule 30 minute phone visit.
I want to explain that when you have a spouse who has not disclosed they are separating or divorcing you with out your knowledge. They first abduct and kidnapp your children without any explanation or consent of taking your children out of state- there is really no stability in this behavior.
In addition to this - betrayal trust and knowing that I had been her primary caregiver ( and there are additional reasons in this also that I will not make public but they will be in court record ). That I am just to accept by this spouse holding our children hostage for two years and then expecting me to talk about her new life of her blog - when there was no interest in her blogs, her care, or education or anything additional - was really like the thought that I had been married to and living with a terrorist for 20 years. So for this person to send photos after kidnapping and then send text photos with no explanation, this was beyond trauma triggers for me. I requested that he stop sending me photos - sending photos to a parent who's children have been abducted or kidnapped - in reality there is no closure or meaning to seeing a photo and connecting dots to believe that child is alive. This is the absolute worst trauma that a spouse could ever inflict on another spouse and the worse behavior a parent could ever inflict on to a child.
Please see the dangers and childhood trauma that this cause a child or a parent.
5. https://youtu.be/Ab2Z9lIhWuo Dr. Craig Childress The Psychological killing of a parent.
6. https://drcachildress.orgI have recently posted a fundraiser in order to raise funds to help with legal fees and other misc. expenses that will be related to being able to reunite with our daughters.
I have not been charged or convicted with any crimes or nor abuse, nor neglect. My civil rights as a mother and parent to mother and parent my own blood related children was forcibly removed from me May 21, 2017 with no justifiable reason or charges. Our daughters have continued to be alienated and estranged from me their primary attachment and primary caregiver until they were abducted and interstate kidnapped. We have to ask - why would local, state, regional and federal agencies allow this to happen ? I have asked this same question since May 21, 2017.
I had contacted and filed reports since May 21, 2017 through the present with multiple states, local, state, regional and federal agencies. My answers have been that this case is complicated in nature and lack of funds during this time I was not able to retain an attorney or lawyer. Since December 2019 I have been blessed with a wonderful Lawyer, who was alienated from her child as well and has deep understanding of the nature of this case. Leslie Ferderigos Esq. https://leslieannlaw.com.
These funds will go toward helping our daughters and I to be reunited in something that was forcibly done to us, against our wishes, and has caused significant trauma in our lives. Please consider giving there is no amount that is too small - or too large. Thank you and God bless you for giving - God bless you for praying as well - prayers do not have monetary value but they are significant in value.
with love,
Paris for Abigaile and Natascha <3
Please see link for fundraiser and please share in all your emails, social networks etc.
https://gogetfunding.com/justiceforabigaileandnatascha/
Tuesday, December 17, 2019
Sunday, December 1, 2019
The cries for Protest in Spiritual Justice
Psalm 37:6
He will bring forth your righteousness as the light
And your judgment as the noonday.
What is Spiritual Justice ? It means that we do things that are right and good in the eyes of God on this earth in the physical. It is doing things the way that God, our Creator has laid out for His Creation.
What it doesn't mean is that we don't pick and choose our ways for our own and selfish reasons and then select and choose bible verses and say see this is what I am going to believe. It isn't deceit, lying, stealing, betrayal, forcing others trauma or harm.
Spiritual Justice should be working toward and aiming for Righteousness. If you are acting in the ways of CULTure and then using bible verses for your selfish benefit while causing harm and trauma to others - you are off the mark. You have already murdered in your own mind when you harm and cause trauma to others.
God is a righteous judge and He accounts for all in His Creation. Spiritual Justice is rooted at the very nature of God. God does not do as the human judges on earth. God doesn't take bribes. God doesn't use children as sacrifices. God does not steal from children. God does not cause harm or trauma to others in any way. God is not full of pride and God doesn't need a team of " anyone" to do what He does. All will be judged. All are judged while on this earth. Judgment doesn't come later at a giant court or mansion in the sky. I believe that is a fairytale so that people believe it is okay to keep doing against the will of God. The truth is - when you do against God, God will recompense those who you have wronged and you will be disciplined.
God does not pervert justice and God does not secretly hide anything and God does not keep or withhold anyone or anything.
The laws of God are found in Genesis 9:5-6 with Spiritual justice He says :
Genesis 9:5-6
Surely I will require your life blood ( sacrifice ) from every beast I will require it. And from every human, from every human’s brother and sister- I will require the life of humans. “Whoever sheds another human’s blood, By man his blood shall be shed, For in the image of God He made human.
God is the Judge on earth as He is in the Spirit ( Heaven) also. God will judge every living human and creature on this earth while we are living - on this earth.
Deuteronomy 1:17
You shall not show partiality in judgment; you shall hear the small and the great alike. You shall not fear human, for the judgment is God’s. The case that is too hard for you, you shall bring to me, and I will hear it.
Human reasoning, human ruling, human courts, will have nothing on the judgement from God. And those in the courts and those who follow and worship the courts ruling will all be judged.
Habakkuk 1:7
“They are dreaded and feared; Their justice and authority --- originate with themselves.
Judges on this earth are to uphold proving and protecting the innocent - while condemning the guilty. There is a gross negligence in the breach of Justice and it is being judged by God, Himself. A breach of Justice happens when there is a verdict or decision made that has been made contrary to law, that there have been lies told, that the injustice has been ruled as law - when in fact there is deceit, lying and stealing. A decision made - that is contrary to the facts is an injustice.
God says : in Exodus 23:1-9 in the laws of God
Exodus 23:1-9
1 “You shall not bear a false report; do not join your hand with a wicked man or woman or system to be a malicious witness. ( lying)
2 You shall not follow the masses in doing evil, nor shall you testify in a dispute so as to turn aside after a multitude in order to pervert justice; ( deceit and worshipping human culture and humans instead of God )
3 nor shall you be partial to a poor man in his dispute. ( taking advantage and causing harm, trauma, and lording over another human being )
4 “If you meet your enemy’s ox or his donkey wandering away, you shall surely return it to him. ( theft)
5 If you see the donkey of one who hates you lying helpless under its load, you shall refrain from leaving it to him, you shall surely release it with him.
6 “You shall not pervert the justice due to your needy brother in his dispute. ( taking advantage of one who you threw under the bus)
7 Keep far from a false charge, and do not kill the innocent or the righteous, for I will not acquit the guilty. ( taking advantage exploiting others through financial trauma or stealing from others) you are not entitled to everything just because people back you in a crowd of CULTure and their self- entitlement ways
8 “You shall not take a bribe, for a bribe blinds the clear-sighted and subverts the cause of the just. ( taking loans, gift money, gifts to control your mental, emotional and even physical wants or needs ) and often used against others to intentionally cause harm to others.
9 “You shall not oppress ( control and manipulate ) a stranger , since you yourselves know the feelings of a stranger , for you also were strangers in the land of idolatry.
We lived in a CULTure where judges, not juries, render a verdict, false accusations, bribery, and influence peddling are the favored devices of injustice. The victims are the poor, among whom are the orphaned, the widow and those who have been forced to poverty because of lies and deceit to steal and exploit others. You should not distort justice; you shall not be partial, and you shall not take a bribe, for a bribe blinds the eyes of the wise and perverts the words of the righteous.
Justice, and only justice, you should pursue, so you can live and care for the land which God gives to you. You should never steal from others, you steal from God. When you live in deceit , you live in lies, you steal from others, you live in deceit with God.
Genesis 18:19 -
For I have chosen him, so that he may command his children and his household after him to keep the way of the Lord by doing righteousness and justice, so that the Lord may bring upon Abraham what He has spoken about him.”
God does not bless those who live in deceit. God does not bless those who live in lies, who oppress ( controls or manipulates others for their self entitlement ). Never. God has given us a family , children are a gift and no one owns them but God. We can choose to follow God and live in the land that follows the ways of God in doing what is righteous , good, and doing justice on earth as it is in Heaven. This is the promise of God. Not following the laws of God for righteous Justice causes generational cursing and death on the land.
CULTure will never have peace and you can toil and work as a slave in the beast of numbers system the rest of your life while living under the shadow of others who oppress you with their fears, control and manipulation.
There are many of us who are angry, and we are angry with the inJustice that we have seen. We are tired and we are calling inJUSTICE OUT ! There is no argument for a jury, we want Righteous Justice served and we want it NOW !
My prayer for our girls is that I pray that you realize the difference of CULTure justice and Spiritual Justice. There are by far, many more rewards to those who follow the laws of God and Spiritual Justice. I pray that those who try to control and manipulate you with money, gifts, and entitlement fall to the wayside. They are chaff in a dry and thirsty land.
I pray that you return to the land which your dad and I have raised you and have taught you. The CULTure will eventually catch up but don't allow them to control and manipulate you. You will lose friends, family and sometimes jobs- but the rewards of those who are righteous and following the Spiritual Justice will rule the land. It is those who make Spiritual Justice their way of life will always have God to defend us. God is my judge and I pray that you look to God as your judge.
with love, hugs, sugars, and more love,
your mommy, 
XOXOXOX
Tuesday, September 26, 2017
Restoration Ranch ( it is even named Restoration Ranch)
I believe God for His literal Word. I know I heard Restoration ranch. I know that when God calls it He will make it happen. It is His and I am His. If this is it He will make it all happen. I have open eyes and open ears. Let the will of the Lord be done on earth as it is in Heaven.
Sunday, September 17, 2017
It is not my will father, but Your will
One night I dreamed a dream.
As I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to me and one to my Lord.
As I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to me and one to my Lord.
After the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that at many times along the path of my life,
especially at the very lowest and saddest times,
there was only one set of footprints.
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that at many times along the path of my life,
especially at the very lowest and saddest times,
there was only one set of footprints.
This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it.
"Lord, you said once I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me."
"Lord, you said once I decided to follow you,
You'd walk with me all the way.
But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me."
He whispered, "My precious child, I love you and will never leave you
Never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."
Never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you."
I don't know what all of this looks like yet and that is okay. I know the Lord has shown me a vision. No matter who is beside me, or who agrees or doesn't agree. It is my Fathers will and I will walk this out. No matter who hurts me. No matter who denies me. No matter who disagrees with me.
Restoration Ranch will happen. Family or not. Friends or not. It is His vision and I am His and He is mine.
Thursday, September 14, 2017
Paloma West Ranch in Carrizo Springs, TX with music
so this has an awesome equestrian facility that could be used for Equestrian therapy and the house is perfect. Wheelchairs and walkers on my could easily maneuver in this. Just needs more out buildings but we are getting closer. I love this main house it is amazing !
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